News to DIE for.

OME! Guess what the feeeezy is going down in 7 days?!?

ROB IS GONNA BE IN SAN FRANCISCO!

oh hellllllyea! and you already know me and Rachele are there! shooooooot. it was so funny how it happened.. freakin me and rachele were just talking about trying to make it down to the L.A. premiere, and we were seriously thinking about it.. and then right at that moment.. i checked my fave twilight fansites and lo and behold!!!!!!!!!!! i find out that Rob is doing a Twilight Talent Tour at several Hot Topics around the U.S.! and freaking me and rachele were just talking about whyyy couldn't they come somewhere close to us like SF! and BAM! ROB is! the other cast members are going on tour as well, but it's such FABULOUS news that Rob is gonna be the one going to SF! hhehehehe. hellla giddddddddddddy! so i thought i'd share with you guys! i'll FOR SURE post when I get pictures with him on Monday.

i want him to sign something, but i ono what? Maybe Twilight or I could possibly print out my fave picture of him?! AHH IDK! lols. i am SO excited. like SO excited to meet him. it is like by FAR the awesomest news i've heard about Twilight! yeeeeeeeeeee.

okay, be back after a week! ;]

xoxo,
Kristine

Orgasm, in HD.

OMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! wasn't the official trailer hella good!!?? OMGGG. and the kiss! sexyyy. omg and how hottt is edward!! omgggg. *hyperventilates! omgggg i cant stop watchingggggggggggg! omgggggggggggggggggg. edward cullen is LOVE. hahahahah. and freakin shit. i absolutely LOVED the quotes they used in this trailer! "what if not the hero, what if im the bad guy?" and the "i'd rather die then stay away from you." and i loved how they ended the trailer with, "you are my life now.." AHH swoooooon! ahhaha. and freakin i love the apple trick, it sooo goes with the book cover! how clever was that?! why dont cha just have an orgasm just watchin that beautiful trailer!!!??? hhahahahahha. =]] *diesssssssssss. and comes back alive to watch the trailer over and over again! ahhahaha

xoxo,
Kristine

Lessons.

New Kids On The Block - Stare At You

Hahahahah. I fuckn loved that. See why I want an Edward Cullen of my own?! Hahaha. But, yeah i know. in retrospect, it isn't real... and Edward Cullen is surely not a real person (sadly!!).. so i'll just say, i want my OWN Edward Cullen.. wherever he may be...

xoxo,
Kristine

We Heart Stephenie!

**EDITED POSTED: 9/10/08**

John Mayer - Gravity

Midnight Sun leak was real. And I feel especially ANGRY at whoever leaked it! BEYOND ANGRY. And so, so, so, so saddddddd that SM might not even publish it anymore! She is soooooo hurt.. I mean I would be too if someone I trusted did that to me.. It's so horrible!

Stephenie! I hope you know that all of your true fans are hoping and wishing you will continue writing for the world of Twilight! I know it's been a bit hard, but we want to let you know that we are supporting you through whatever you choose to do. We love Bella, Edward, The Cullens and The Wolf Pack so much, and we would be grateful to read anything that is in relation with the Twilight world. I know it must be deeply hurtful to know that a lot of your fans had jumped to read this "leak" of MS, but I know that a lot of us had thought it was a well-written fan-fic. Not knowing that it was the actual thing. But we are deeply and truly sorry and ungrateful for that action. But we want you to know, regardless. We still hope and wish that someday, we can get lost in the world of Twilight through Edward's eyes.

Although I know it is surely her decision and only her decision as to whether or not to finish/pubilsh MS, I think a lot of what drives her is her fans. So, regardless of what she decides, at least she'll know how much her fans love her with all these sites, petitions, projects, etc. showing how much we love and care about her and the Twilight world.

We as fans should show as much support to Steph as we can! Please show your support by posting the banner anywhere you can so the internet world can see! Creating videos, signing petitions, sending snail mail, etc. She needs to know how much we adore the Twilight saga! We love you so much, we support you, and we will always be die-hard fans no matter what you choose to do. We love you Stephenie!

**EDITED SECTION**
So in honor of SM, i joined a support video that was made for her! Check it out! I'm at 7:44 =]

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xoxo,
Kristine

Where Art Thou Edward Cullen?

Musiq Soulchild - Don't Change

Found this on everglow... and i was like OME, i wish Edward Cullen existed. Hahaha.

A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”

Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: "Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicateit to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you whileplaying the piano.

If you died, a normal guy would find another.
If you died, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.
...."Well, I wasn't going to live without you.." He rolled his eyes as if
that fact were childishly bvious. "..but I wasn't sure how to do it. I knew
Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was tnking maybe I would go to Italy and
do something to provoke the Volturi."

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”
.....He miled my favorite smile. "Hurry back
to me." "Always."

As you come back to the house, a normal guy would bewatching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.
...."I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched
his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song
morph through a bridge and change into my lulluby. Edward was welcoming me
home.'

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you've taken half myself with you.”

A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away."Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.

Hahahah. Yeahhhhhhhhhup! Speaking of Edward. Supposedly 'Midnight Sun' leaked. I've been reading it.. and it's really good! All i have to say is that if it isn't SM, then wheover wrote it should get props...hhahah. But yeah what else is new? OH YEAH! shooooooot guys. Twilight got pushed back 3 weekss! So now it's gonna come out NOV21! hellyeaaaaa=]. And I'm trying to make it out to the red carpet premiere for it in LA. *crosses fingers=]. Fabulous-o! Hmmm anything else? nahh not reallyy. that's pretty much it. hahaha. but until next timeeeeee=]. OH SHIT wait i forgot. noooo. I met this guy who's name is Edward in my creative writing class. it's an itneresting story i might add show let me share! Soo i have a "my heart belongs to edward" sticker on my binder right.. and so im sitting in my desk with my binder.. and this cute guy walks in and sits next to me and he taps me on the shoulder and goes, "so you love me?" and i look at him and im like WTF!? right? hahaha. and he extends his hand and says, "hey my name is edward." OOOOOOOOOH! hahah, swear to godd i was stuck stupid for like 10 seconds before I was coherent again. ahhaha. how crazy awesome is that? lols. but yeahh that's all for now! lols. (yes yes i'm still on the twilight hype. it aint over yet! lols.) till next time! MWAH!

xoxo,
Kristine

Annoyed.

Lifehouse : Blind
Okay, so I went on my favorite Twilight forum.. Everglow. And also browsed Amazon reviews... I was pissed at people because they were bashing on this book. So, here is my counterargument that I posted on there. And I'm glad a lot of people were quoting me and agreeing with me!

*Takes deep breath... I never really had to express my opinions in such a heated way or anything like that.. But this thread made me kind of mad... So if you dont want to read any of it, then I suggest you skip this.. But I do have a lot of arguments to say about it haha.

FIRST OFF, I think SM did a FABULOUS job on the story-line. None of the previous books were so intricate with all the situations and connected it so strongly with love. She took so many different things that happend in this book, and intertwined it quite perfectly in the theme of love. CRAZY things that is. E&B having a half human/vampire child? All the covens coming together to fight the Volturi? The Volturi being scared of Bella's very strong power? YES, it all was soo crazy... but SM did a GREAT job of taking all of that and putting it all together to tie into the theme's book: True love conquers all. All the intensity of the situations is what made the book SOOOO interesting. SM showed her readers that if love and protection is what you wanted for your family and friends, you can do anything against evil. Isn't that what SM was basically showing in all her books? E&B's love is of the utmost strongest, and of course this was show ultimately in this book... If E&B didn't love eachother that much, things wouldn't be possible. Everyone would of dismissed their relationship and let them handle it on their own, without even standing up for them. ALSO, it wasn't just E&B's love.. It was the Cullens and the Packs love for their kind and for their enemies... The fact that the Cullens and the Pack were able to let go of their vampires vs. werewolves relationship, was sure proof that love overcomes even the things supposedly set in stone... it changes people..SM's theme of unbreakable love was expressed in so many different ways.. strong ways.. Isn't that what you want to read about?

SECONDLY... i know a lot of people are mad because SM didn't do her usual lovey-dovey descriptions of E&B's love. I'm glad she didn't. She took a risk and went outside of what we know and expect of her writing. Don't get me wrong though, i loved reading about E&B's relationship.. But the fact that I knew that E&B were to be together forever, I didn't mind much... The lovey-dovey relationship between them was expressed in a more unconditional way... And we saw how much their love for eachother grew anyhow in this book... They stuck together no matter what, and they supported one another... We saw how Edward beat himself over Bella's pregnancy, his selfless love.. he blamed himself... We saw how Bella pained that he was hurting himself for her actions, but she knew she would get through it so she can love him even more.. When Bella changed into a vampire, we SAW how intense and strong their love was... We felt the electricity betweenn E&B whenever they touched, whenever they kissed, whenever they had one another... In more ways than one, they grew stronger in their love.. Even though SM wasn't very detailed in it (in the way we are used to from the other books), she made sure to her readers that E&B belonged together... Isn't that enough??

THIRDLY... I think a lot of people are oblivious to the whole Renesmee thing. I thought that that was the most crucial thing in the book. I know it was really hard for me to read, because I hated the fact that she was killing Bella while in her belly.. But this just shows how STRONG Bella was... If you look at it in a neutral way.. You can see that Renesmee is the symbol of E&B's relationship before Bella turned. But so much more than that.... Edward so concerned about Bella's human life.. Edward didn't want to take Bella's human life, and he did it the right way.. He didn't want to take it unless she was dying.. But having Renesmee, there he has Bella's human life still there.. He sees it through his daughter's eyes... Bella, she was afraid to let go of some things human.. Charlie, Renee... Nessie has that now... In a lot of ways, E&B can look at their daughter and see theirselves in her... And plus! Aren't you so glad that E&B could have a family of their own? I'm so ecstatic!

LASTLY.. if you are bashing this book, you are bashing Stephenie Meyer.. If you guys couldn't look through the usual lovey-dovey E&B, you wouldn't be able to see how SM's writing could absorb you in a much stronger way other than just romance. YES i know that the core of her novels revolves alot around romance, but like i said up there... she expressed love in a stronger way.. she expressed it not only within E&B, but within family and friends, and breaking down the walls between enemies to show love... LOVE and PROTECTION.... Right? SM's theme in this book was moreeeeeeee than just E&B's romance... SM went beyond her usual, took a risk, and was successful. And if you can't look at it that way, then you are putting SM down!

HAHA. Yup. That's all. Hahah =]. I just needed to rant kuz that pissed me off how there were people hating...

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xoxo,
Kristine

Satisfied!

Michelle Williams : We Break The Dawn

*PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU HAVEN'T READ BREAKING DAWN! IT CONTAINS SPOILERS!*
Hello! Sooo, i finally finished BREAKING DAWN! I'm a little disappointed that it took me the whole weekend to finish it because I was out partying and such.. hahahha. But nonetheless, I'm done.. I'm quite satisfied and ecstatic at the result of it! =] Let me discuss my thoughts... yeah?

Breaking Dawn............... Jeeze, I wouldn't have expected even half the things that happened in this book! I kept getting surprised.. (Ohh SM, you're good hahaha). So I shall discuss the key points of the book of course! I have to shed my thoughts.. hahaha =]

• The most fasicnating thing in this book, was Bella getting pregnant! Never in my deepest thoughts would I have thought about this happening. E&B conceiving a half-vampire and half-human child?! Holy shit! Hhaha. I nearly died of both happiness and fear when I found out that Bella was pregnant! I was like OME! Hahha. Is that even fckin possible? I was scared to death because I didn't know what to think abotu it and I was ecstatic at the same time because E&B would have a family of their own! But... the intensity of the whole pregnancy was excruciating! SM did a great job of keeping me at the edge of the cliff with anticipation of the outcome. The whole time Bella was pregnant, I couldn't help but feel everyone's wrath towards the fetus. I was literally screaming out loud when Bella was defending the baby. I was like OME Bella, the thing is killing you and your allowing it?!?! I was so furious because I thought that 1) Bella was gonna die 2) Edward was gonna find a way to die too because Bella of Bella 3) Jacob was gonna die emotionally if Bella died as well. I was tormented at the fact that all three of them would not get their happy ending! LOL.
• I'd say the next fascinating thing would be Bella as a vampire. Surely, when I thought about her changing.. I always knew in the back of my head that she'd be different. I had a hunch that she would be able to handle becoming a new-born quite easily. I never doubted Bella! She is after all the right brand of heroin (laughs). Hmm. Her ability? Not something I considered either. I thought that Bella would be able to absorb other's powers or something. It didn't cross my mind that her angst to always keep the people around her safe before herself would alter hugely when she changed. Hence the invisible forcefield she can create to mentally protect those around her. Of course it would only be within the mind because Bella is only immune to those who vamps have the power to do things mentally. Why didn't I think of that in the first place?! Hahah. And GEE DAMN, she made the Volturi scared?! I knew in the back of my head that she'd be a threat to the Volturi, but I did NOT know that her ability would make them cowardice! Go Bella! I guess that explains the cover-art right? Her being the queen? =]
• Rennesme?! What a darling little creature! She takes on after her mom. Anyone tied to her, automatically feels the need to protect her. Hmm, sounds so familiar! And the fact that the girl is insanely smart? Jeeze. Oh, and her ability is quite interesting. Total opposite of her father (oooh edward! haha), but seemingly as powerful as he. I couldn't help but love her too! And the fact that she can share both human and vampire characteristics is sooo pleasing becaue it is exactly how E&B was before Bella changed. It's like, they can see their lives intertwined with hers before everything changed. But for the good of course. =]
• What's this about Jacob imprinting on Nessie? Oyyy vei! hahaha. Yes yes, I was one of many who wished that Jacob would imprint on someone and leave Bella the hell alone! Butttttt, I have to say.. I am very satisfied with what SM did for Jacob. Jacob does deserve someone loving, and Jacob does deserve to be in Bella's life. Yes, it's weird that he technically is E&B's son-in-law, in some weird way.. But I think it's sweet. And I'm happy that Nessie (althought not fully maturing to reach Jacob's age to reach that intimacy level with him) would be eternally happy as well with Jacob. Very weird twist in the whole love traingle shindig, but I'm very pleased that Jake imprinted on Nessie. I never hated Jake, and he does belong in Bella's life in someway or another. And I'm so glad that Jake and Edward can be friends.. No, brothers... I was waiting forever for them to make peace, and I'd hoped it would happen in BD=].
• Familily bonding of all sorts? Ride or die fools. Hahahha. Nah, really though. Damn... I guess E&B's love for eachother issssss the strongest of anything known to vampire, human, half human/vampire (haha), werewolf that it can influence a much huger bond. Their sole relationship brought all these unlikely supernaturals together.... I thought that the Cullens had such a strong bond with another and the Pack too (though they were faulty at first, they came together at the end)... And it is so true. They were able, as a family of vampires and werewolves, to bring together a bunch of unlikelies together to fight for them and besides them. Not forcing of course, but jsut the love they have for eachother was proof enough for onlookers of their strange family that all of it was worth fighting for. I said before when I was summarzing Twilight, that I never saw a family bond so strong like the Cullens anddd the Pack. But here they are in the last book, more down for eachother than ever. Willing to die for eachother without hesitiation, willing to protect one another even if it meant hurting themselves... Willing to diminish what their cultures were intended for to protect one another... now THAT is what the true defintion of family is.
• Let's not forget the physical relationship between E&B. Yes, I anticpated it very much! Hahahha. I was so scared for E&B on their honeymoon, but at the same time I was smiling like an idiot. I was like, "ooh ooh finally!" and when I found out that it was actually possible with Edward being a vampire and Bella being a human.. I was utterly pleased. Haah. Not to mention when Bella turned into a vampire and their sex life was hugellyyy altered. I thought that was very amusing! I was like... Ooh la la. I knew SM wouldn't go into detail, but we're entitled to have our own imaginations right? hahahah jk, kinda. Hahahha =]
• Characters who surprised me. I'd say.. Wow. Rosalie... I thought you were a cold-hearted (literally) freak. Haha, but I growed to like her. Her care for Bella when she was pregnant, and her care for Nessie. Wow Rose, didn't know you had it in you! Hhaha. (I should add that the animosity between Jake & Rose was quite entertaining to say the least!). ALICE! How are you run out on the Cullens?! Haha just kidding. I never lost faith for her. I knew she had a bigger plan. But I must admit, things were a bit gloomy in the book when Alice was away. It wasn't, chipper. Hahah. I'm so glad she pulled through! She of course, I consider the other heroine of the book. What would of happened if she didn't come back with the other half human/vampire Nahuel? Thanks Alice=]. Ohhh, can't forget Charlie! I'm so glad that he was let in their world, well not on a "need to know basis" but he wasn't left in the dark. I was surprised how welcome he was to all of it and how accepting he was. He reminds me of Bella=].

Okay! So I know that's not alllllll of the key events that happened in the book. But those are what stood out to me the most!

All in all, even though there wasn't that E&B connection that was expressed so intricately in the other 3 books... I can't say I'm not satisfied. I'm glad SM took it to another level and didn't stay so close to the romantic side of it. (Of course it's always great to read it when she writes it because it's so enticing) but the way she intertwined everything and wrapped the story all up was more than clever! This book was by far the most intense, and I loved that. It was intense in a way where I was scared of my wits, and not jsut intense because the relationship between E&B. Yes of course I lovedddd reading about their love, but since I was assured that E&B do in fact belong with eachother and the fact that their love brought everythinggggggggg to them (the obstacles and such that they overcomed) is more than what I ask for. It showed me that their love for eachother goes beyond anything and is stronger than any fear, doubt, threat, or anything of their sort. Unbreakable love. You know? That's why I didn't fret too much about not reading about their intimate relationship much. I knew they were gonna be together and that they had no boundaries to follow because Bella was a vampire now... I didn't think I would get ALL of my happy endings, but I did. And I thank SM for making me so happy with the ending of the Twilight series (in Bella's p.o.v. of course). I loved Breaking Dawn! I

OH! Another thing... I didn't get to talk about the release party I went to on Friday w/Cat to get our books. It was fun, but let me show just show you how it went. Just by watching this video, you'll understand exactly the feelings and alla that that went down=]

Hmmm. Now that it has all come to an end... I'm so sad.. What will I do until the movie comes out? *sigh. Hahaahah. I feel like how I felt after finishing HP7. Satisfied, yet depressed. Hahhaha. I hope that this post-Twilight depression syndrome doesn't get the best of me! Lol. So let me jsut say this... I loved the Twilight Saga, hands down. I think I loved it a little bit more than HP! Hhahaa, seriously. But yesssssss. I love you Stephenie Meyer! Thank you for creating a literary world that was so enticing for me. =]

TEAM EDWARD! No no wait. TEAM EDWARD AND BELLA! There you go, sounds better. Hhaha. Alright, until I come back... Who knows when? i'll prolly be posting about the movie... or something else hopefully. (Midnight Sun maybe? *Crosses fingers).

Alright fellow Twilighters, go in peace!

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xoxo,
Kristine